" i am
afraid
that if i
open
myself i will not
stop pouring. (why do i fear
becoming a river. what mountain
gave me such shame.) "

" I do not speak as I think, I do not think as I should, and so it all goes on in helpless darkness. "

" Something was and wasn’t there between us,
something went on and went away. "

" I am lonely, yet not everybody will do. I don’t know why, some people fill the gaps but other people emphasize my loneliness. "

" I can never fight for myself, but, for others, I can kill. "